Because I like to have fun, because I seek a more complete existence than to merely exist as a spirit, I make attempts to be part of life other than the very necessary, like basic survival –feeding my body etc. And so I often do neglect the basics I have learnt as a spirit; the simplicity of freedom of my nature. And so I also often run around in circles.
Society is rigged to run around in circles, for the most part. You’re meant to struggle for money, love, other things but never quite finish doing so. You have to try on and on but never make it. You have to join a political organization at age 18 and to be told that you need to push and that the problem is you don’t push hard enough. And you become 58 and you’re still told the same. And if you start questioning that notion you might easily noticed your former allies for life turn against you and label you things you have never been; because that’s how cults work like, and this planet has many of those; and miss society as a whole is a cult by itself. Once you enter you just have to co-operate or else… and if you try to be outside it, you’re not allow to either. It is the cults of cults. Or at least so she claims, while she also calls herself freedom. But if that which she claimed was true, there would had never been any problem.
I’m not saying that to complain. In fact that wouldn’t help with anything. Vanity is not inevitable and doom is not certain. What is inevitable is that we as spirits cannot perish, we cannot be harmed, and consequently society cannot solve our problems -that we do not have- either. I’d like to join a group to accomplish something good. But they all revolve around that notion that the group will save them all. That there is a huge invisible enemy they need to counter. But they never look inside themselves, and so they don’t solve what they wish to solve. And the more they struggle the more ashes they create, and the more apathetic they become. They know that wont work, but they also see no other way in within their binary thinking of what’s good and what’s bad.
There can be other ways; we can push forward towards what we wish to be not against what we don’t wish to be, that is most often nowhere to be seen anyway. We can create what we want, without fighting any vague enemies. In fact that is the workable way. Just like for a couple endless arguing will not resolve endless arguing, but sticking to how they want things to be between them will. That is how it works with everything, and with ourselves too. Focus on and give energy to what you want and what’s what you will get. And society and life can become pleasant and never need to be a distraction from your spiritual pursuits, either.